dakwah and usrah?wow~

Well dear.everyone has his/her own opinion.don't blame yourself for not joining all those things.
i'm not telling you to stop 'usrah'ing or whatever, but hey.who's gonna pay back the loan?obviously not them.duhh~senang la diorang nk cakap.

dakwah is more important than studying?that's not the right thing to say ok. studying is considered as important too la, as long as u practice ur religion well. not to say that we don't have to do dakwah, but different ppl have different perception and way of showing their devotion to Islam ok.wearing hijab is considered as a big thing when u were surrounded by non-Muslim ppl what. and whats the point of getting a scholarship to oversea if ur point of coming here is to solely berdakwah?no offence but whats the point of getting a degree in whatever u specialized for if u do have to berdakwah for most of the time?

Like for me here, we do have usrah and believe it or not im once a committee for Malaysian Islamic Student Assoc.(maybe dorg nampak aku mcm baik je first time i came here.haha). tapi jarang je aku join usrah but who cares,i'm not here for ppl to judge me and told me to do this or that. At certain times tu ade jugak mulut2 yg mengata.yela, dahla u committee then selalu xde.but hey,if u go to the usrah,buat amal and everything but suddenly perangai lagi teruk dari org yg xpegi usrah, then u better stay home and buat amal kt rumah je.

hmm.whateverpun,thats the thing that u have to cope whenever u are surrounded by ppl with narrow minded.typical malay and nothing worse than that.everything that u do will be under their surveillance. if they do this or that, then we have to do the same no matter what. if not then confirm ade la cerita2 dorg sebar.ugh.u know what,ppl used to call me and my roomate terlebih social.adeke?just because we're not joining them that doesn't mean we have totally forgot our roots.i dont give a damn la.its not like i have been westernized ok.we just spent some of our times with other ppl(other than malaysians),yela if u got scholarship that sends u here, of course la u want to make new friends, try new things, blabla. its up to us la with whom we wanna be with, what we gonna do, how we gonna prevent ourselves from the 'outside world', as long as we can take care of ourself.

u know what koin, just ignore those ppl. i know thats gonna be hard.yela u guys mesti rapat with each other and so forth.plus,most of malaysian there are like alim ulama.am i right?
if u keep thinking about all of this craps, the more burden it is to u.
just focus on ur study, and that is the best thing to do.
it is not like u have turned ur back from Islam or anything like that kan, so who cares.
"i'm old enough to judge what is right and what is wrong for myself.if not then how can i survive up till now?and i know ppl can change in minutes but what u have to do is help and support them morally, not by asking them to listen to the usrah everyday(duduk,dengar, then balik).how's that gonna help?"try bg usrah kt diorang balik koin.haha

whoaa.mcm paper pulak dah.haha.terasa mcm activist pulak dah bg speech panjang2 nih:D


written by: ocheed